Confusion

Here I sit
This lonely season
Trying to reconcile
Beauty and reason

Sometimes there's too much
Sometimes not enough
Sometimes it's both
Sometimes it's rough

The clouds of passion
The winds of change
The tides of madness
The tears like rain

My mind spinning
My heart racing
My pulse pounding
My thoughts fading

Morning hits
Start over again
What will today bring
A lover or a friend?