Missing You(Another song)

I said I love you
That wasn't a lie
When you said you loved me
It was the beginning of a long goodbye

I miss your face
I miss your voice
I miss your company

I've got myself, and I'll be fine
But inside I'll always be



Missing you
You opened up the heart of me
Missing you
You'll always be a part of me


When the sun comes up in the morning
I want to hold you and to kiss you
Then I suddenly remember
That all I can do is miss you




I don't regret it
I'd never have guessed
I'll never forget it
You'll always be the best

Your smile
and Your laughter
They mean the world to me

Whatever you may be doing
I hope you sometimes think of me



Missing you
I knew you'd have to move on
Mising you
I know I have to be strong

You were my guardian angel
When I needed you so bad
And for what we had together
I'll always be so glad

Missing you

Missing you



I always want you to be happy
I want the best for you
But I hope that through the years
You'll remember
And miss me too.

Go Back to Where You Came From

Back to the beginning;

 To watch existence suddenly come to be;

Back to the stars that forged my atoms;

 To relive the formation and deaths of systems never to be known;

Back to the turmoil that spread my atoms throughout the cosmos;

 To coalesce again into a being so simple and limited;
 To watch the Universe from where I came;
 To wonder at it like it's beyond reach;
 To a being so infinitesimally small of limited consciousness and duration;
 To find the answers about where I came from;

Back to the beginning.

Love, or "What's That Supposed to Mean?"

"Love" is a word used for many things. It's been used to manipulate, express desperation, or undying romantic affection. Most of these things are not actually love, but the word easily comes to mind, as it expresses one of our most basic needs in life.

"Love" is a word tossed out too often by some, and too little by others. Rarely
do we take the time to focus on what we mean when we tell them we love them.
If I tell you I love you, I don't do so because I "expect" anything in return.
Love, when given truly, is something so amazing to feel, that it builds me up
inside, and by saying "I love you", try to convey even a little bit of that raw
emotion through words.

If I tell you I love you, I mean that who I am has changed for

Love gives us strength

the better, in a small or a large way, because of you. If I love you, My life
experience from the time I say it, onward, is fundamentally and profoundly more
awesome.

Love can be accompanied by lust or infatuation, and often gets confused. To love someone is to care, deeply, for that person rather than ourselves, but also to make ourselves better and stronger as a result of feeling it. The loss of a partner isn't the loss of love; it's the loss of romance. To say we "can't live without" someone else isn't love at all, though not to diminish how extreme that feeling can be.

If I tell you I love you, I mean that just because you exist, I'm a little more
grateful for the Universe that contains you. I mean that something about you
lives on inside me forever, and feels like it belongs. Something about you
has become a part of me, always, becoming a part of who I am at my most basic level.

And I really, really appreciate it. "I love you" is expressing gratitude for the existence of another that transcends any other words.

Love

The power to build me up
Or to tear me down

My life profoundly better
Because you were ever in my life

The things that make you special
Becoming part of who I am

Coloring a world of existence
Nearly bleached of all it's passion

Warmth to thaw a heart
Nearly frozen still by time

Never given from above
Coming from within

The will to tear myself down
So I can build myself anew

The Week Before Christmas

'Twas a week before Christmas;
And all through the 'book
People were clicking
Because they were hooked.

They were blaming Obama 
Cuz the world isn't perfect
Instead of being good people
That just isn't worth it

Posting fake science
With a pic and a quote
Because reading too much
their brains might explode

I should have been sleeping
But I kept on writing
Every single like
Yeah, the people are biting

When all of a sudden
Just to be nice
My old friend on Farkle
gave me five magic dice

The children were nestled
All snug in their beds
While screens burnt on their retinas
Danced in their heads

With me in my cardigan
And ma in her separate home
I curled up with London 
So I wasn't alone

And right down the chimney
A man dressed in red
Jumped from my fireplace
And hit his fat head

He tried to rob me
But alas I had nothing
His hurt disappointment
Now that was something!

He got back into the fireplace
put his thumb to his nose
He gave me the finger
And up the chimney he rose

I kept on drinking
My lousy cheap beer
Somehow he found
eight flying reindeer

I heard him exclaim
As he flew off the roof
"Don't call the police, now
You ain't got no proof!"

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A sea of gold
A sea of blue
I could gladly get lost
On my way to you

It's not about the outside
So pretty and so pure
It's who you are inside
Who should be much more sure

You've had your share of hurt
Your share of being used
I'd never want to make you question
To make you feel abused

I'll keep you on my pedestal
That's where you best shine
I hope you see yourself as I do
Though I know it would take some time

You have so much beauty
Outside and in
To keep yourself from seeing it
Would be the biggest sin

Know that someone has your back
I'll admire you from afar
No one should ever try and own
Such a bright and shining star

Confusion

Here I sit
This lonely season
Trying to reconcile
Beauty and reason

Sometimes there's too much
Sometimes not enough
Sometimes it's both
Sometimes it's rough

The clouds of passion
The winds of change
The tides of madness
The tears like rain

My mind spinning
My heart racing
My pulse pounding
My thoughts fading

Morning hits
Start over again
What will today bring
A lover or a friend?